Thursday, 20 January 2011

Heyy people.. finally had the time and the right mood to blog..

Back from school now and frankly, I'm rather demoralised.. I'm in charge of a group of sec4 students for math and really.. their lack of motivation or enthusiasm for math is getting to me.. I'm only going to be there for 2 months but I seriously, sincerely hope that these 2 months can help make a difference in someone's life.. Of course you might find this highly idealistic, and I myself think that it might be too much to achieve, but that doesn't mean I'm not going to try. I'm not going down without a fight. And no way am I going to give up on these kids.. They may have lost their passion for mathematics, and dislike their math teacher, but I'm not giving up on them. Budget students or not. As long as they are my students, I'm going to do my very best. It's tough to set my pride aside when dealing with their jokes, ignorance and weird stuff in general, and even more tiring and emotionally traumatising when trying to get through to students, but as I said, 2 months. 60+days. If I fail to help them, then all I can do is lament the fact that I wasn't good enough. Otherwise, let's all do our best for these kids yea! Add value to these budget kids!! JIAYOUUUU :D

Apart from work though, I haven't been doing much except drawing and creating some geog notes for the students cos I'm usually pretty tired by the time I come home from school. Most of my friends are also busy working, so nobody really bothers to stay in contact (except dear qiqi :)) even the closer ones, so.. I should just concentrate on work, I guess.. and make more new friends like ramya, crystal, fathima and wilson :)

I feel grownup nowadays, either when I'm alone in my office or eating in the canteen, and I can't say I'm liking it..

I don't feel ready to grow up..

Are you??

Monday, 3 January 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! :D
will tell you more about my hk trip when I feel like typing a longgg post. which will most likely be during the weekends after my moe training days haha~
otherwise, people not working yet, enjoy slacking off ^^
whilst the people working work their asses off haha XD
till then!! *waves*

Friday, 17 December 2010

Happie Birthday Kim Kim :D Love ya always~

Anw, today's Music Bank special was so AWESOME, I'm speechless haha

Leeteuk was so handsome today that all I can say (or suppress myself from shouting out) is....

MARRY ME PLEASE!! :D hahaha really!

Ft Island was equally great too, with Hongki delivering a very refreshing and touching version of "Love Love Love". So enjoy!

The next 2 days are gonna be real busy for me, cos I have to pack my luggage, settle some internship stuff and write essays for scholarship applications (which I dread ._.) so shall seeya when I come back from my holiday! Don't miss me too much!!

HOHOHO~ Wishing everybody a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Saturday, 11 December 2010

"我记得我爱过" by 何润东（台剧泡沫之夏）

哈哈　蛮好听的一首歌，因为歌手真的把男主角们那种揪心的痛唱出来了

不过我不太喜欢这部戏的剧情，因为不但不真实，而且还拖拖拉拉的 -.-　

有看头的也只有黄晓明而已 :D

哦　对了，要告诉你们，我即将要当老师了!! ㄱㄱ ^~^

哈哈　好开心过了interview那关，不过现在也有点担心我将会教的班会有什么样的学生呢？

希望一切顺利吧!!

Alright, let's revert back to english cos I'm tired of typing in chinese.. Hmm this week was pretty hectic because of prom, sleepover and all, and I'm quite worn out because of everything so I'm really looking foward to next week and the upcoming holiday trip! Prom was fun, and yet also unfun because of a variety of reasons, like the fact that I didn't win the itouch, xbox or ipad X) or the disappointing food, but still, it was quite a cool experience overall. Mingling with friends, seeing people make a fool out of themselves on stage so as to entertain (us), checking out all the fashion misses-and-hits (haha but alas, I still haven't secured a picture of the bride yet). It was fun, haha sort of, but grad nite was definitely not "boring" as I overheard in many conversations. Tsk, so much effort went into preparing for grad nite, and the best you can do is to dismiss it as boring?!

A main grouse of mine though is that I didn't take enough pictures :( I wanted to take pictures with all my OG mates and ex-classmates and maybe just about everyone I know (see how enthu I am haha), but cos I wasn't wearing my glasses, (for maybe 85% of the time) I couldn't see them (to facilitate my grabbing of them to take a photo) even if I walked past them. Haha okay my sight isn't that bad.. I can see people, but only those standing closer to me, so my pictures are simply limited to those I bump into in the cocktail area. Which is not a lot haha X)

I should have just worn my glasses right *sniffsniffs* anyway, time to share some pretty prom pictures (alliteration at work!)

"we have to grow old, but we don't have to grow up :)"

Wednesday, 8 December 2010

Grad Nite' 2010

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shiny stars, dazzled crowd
follow the shadows, find my heart
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bright spotlights, no place to hide
retreating shadows, all crumpled
inside
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black wrapping on red carpet,
I see your hand reaching out
for mine,
just one touch but
if only the moment would last
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all that is left are static memories
with the most important yet to be
remaining as an unspoken message
that hangs limply in the air
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maybe it's time to say goodbye now
and cast off those worries
end the waiting
and stop the pain

let's
remember
not forget
both
you and I
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Saturday, 5 December 2010

~WHEEEE-HOOOOOO~

haha back from a very fun trip from the airport with lots of wonderful memories :)

I went out with the 2 members of BEM (haha yes, I'm referring to US!) earlier in the day but sadly we forgot to take photos so I have none to share..

Let's start off with the christmas decorations at T3@Changi Airport before we move on to the main *stars* of the night :D

decorations in the departure hall.. haha shall post the close-ups
pictures when I go there again in a couple of weeks heehee

hmm some weird ball game that people were crowding around

a pretty little restaurant

^~^ the cutest 2 girls ever

the jiejie focuses on being pretty, while the meimei acts cute

top singapore model! X) *guffaws*

ehh, top international model then :D

Hmm the following pictures are from friday~

this was taken after I straightened my hair! (pretty hoh XD)

the girl with the even straighter hair next to me is my lil' cousie

who seems to be very fond of pulling my hair and bullying me :(

this was taken outside Takashimaya (along Orchard Rd)

which currently boasts a superb night-streetscape with shiny blue and

purple christmas trees adorning the roads and cute bears hanging on the

streetlamps. lala but who can be cuter than this trio of girls! ^~^

moiiiii and moiiiii bears :)

One more day to gradnite *squeals* and the moe interview.. Hope I do well at both!!

Tuesday, 30 November 2010

FREEDOM
FREEDOM
FREEDOM
FREEDOM
FREEDOM
FREEDOM

FREEDOM
FREEDOM
(haha you get my point)